Beautiful Vomit

Nearly complete with the first 13 pages of the screenplay.  Shooting in chronological order; scene by scene; moment by moment; it has proven to be an eye opening and effective tool. Ecspecially when doing a picture with the girth and magnitude of NAUSEA. It has been slow, meticulous, and naturally evolving.

I was slightly concerned when I began editing.

While producing the scene, performing, directing, shooting, etc. it felt natural and raw and real and layered and textured and rough and hard hitting… it seemed honest.  But then I began editing and the rawness of the footage was distracting to me. Looking at the scenes without post production services seemed like I was looking at a completely different movie. It disabled all erections for the next few hours…

I started to cut together the first bit of footage we had captured of me as ‘The Man’ alone in my home. It began to click. It flowed and jived like a whore in the district health facility. The rawness became even more pure, more beautiful, more lyrical.  The process was as it should be.

The movie was the way she wanted to be.

And she is perfect.

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