Today is a grim day. A cock sucking grim day. 4 a.m. I awaken to my empty apartment… it smells like coffee and perfection (I have been cleaning relentlessly for some reason). I am trying to quit smoking (again), I am irritable because the fucking camera has still not been retrieved from Colorado (at least not to our knowledge), and to top my buttons; I go to work and they tell me they are requiring me to go home early. I don’t want to go home early, I want to work, make some goddamn money.
On the brighter note, the movie is still drilling away at my brain. I am becoming restless. I think that Lindsay and I are doing some costume stuff today… but we failed to confirm this thought yesterday. Dustin and I could finish the poster… t-shirts, sweaters, and a poster; no goddamn movie yet.
Soon.
Very, very soon.