Nausea
NAUSEA continues…
So I met with an actress yesterday at the amazing little cafe in Hyde Park called the Sun Ray Cafe (where a great deal of the filming is going to take place). Her name was (and hopefully still is) Lisa Ramos. Dustin Jones and myself sat for a few minutes rolling cigarettes and drinking a [...]
NAUSEA and Stomach Acid
As I lied around yesterday rubbing my stomach and staring at the sky I thought about the colors; the wonderful, wonderful colors… and how amazing this feeling is inside my stomach… this pain, the acid sloshing around against the lining. Corrosion. The thick, beautiful, creamy nicotine filled smoke from my rolled cigarette dances across my [...]
A NAUSEOUS start
Today is a grim day. A cock sucking grim day. 4 a.m. I awaken to my empty apartment… it smells like coffee and perfection (I have been cleaning relentlessly for some reason). I am trying to quit smoking (again), I am irritable because the fucking camera has still not been retrieved from Colorado (at [...]
This NAUSEOUS wait…
Preproduction is as complete as it is going to get…
The movie is nearly cast, or at least as cast I want it to be before production starts.
The locations have all been located, but not confirmed… which is the way I like it.
Costumes are not really all that necessary, but Lindsay (Howard) and I are going [...]
The Birth of NAUSEA
My addiction to storytelling all began when I came out of my mother’s vaginal walls, covered in blood and creamy mucus; fighting desperately to get the attention I deserved from her. When I was seven I had to compete with my three brother’s for the love of my dying grandma. I easily won by deciding [...]
The film is called NAUSEA…
Inspired by the themes and ideas in Jean-Paul Sartre’s book of the same title as well as William S. Burrough’s ‘Naked Lunch’. NAUSEA is a film depicting the human attraction to addiction in all of its many forms as well as sexual perversion, obsession, loneliness, and the ability to fall into violent action/reaction without the thought of recourse.